FREE ESSAY ON LIFE AND CHRIST

LIFE AND CHRIST

In 1994 my Pa (Grandfather) died and in 1995 my Dad died and now just last month my other
Grandfather died. When my Pa died I lost Faith in God for a day or to because I thought
God did it for some bad reason or the other. When my other Grandfather died nothing
affected me I guess because I didn't know him that well but it did bring back memories of
my father dying and another thing was that when we were at the site of the grave my
Grandfather was being buried right next to my Dad and they set up all the Chairs where my
Dad's grave was and hid it. It may not seem like a big deal to most people but it had
affected me. When my Dad died I lost faith more than any other time because he was so
close to me he was sick with cancer and he still made time to play with me. The times I
remember most was when he would sit in his recliner chair and watch T.V. and during the
commercials we would throw a miniature Nerf football back and forth. Another time would
be when it was lighting and thundered outside in the middle of the night I would wake up
immediately to go see my father sitting on the couch and I would go sit next to him
because I was scared of thunderstorms. He was scared of thunderstorms too; I didn't know
this till after he died, and I always went in there so I wouldn't be scared of the rain.
When I found out he was scared of thunderstorms it made me think that we were protecting
each other from the same fear. I think that is something that only happed because God was
with us both. When he was in the Hospital a thunderstorm had started and he called the
nurse in to open the curtains for him so he could watch and during the storm he said he
saw an Angel and after that he was no longer afraid of thunderstorms. When I found out he
had died I just came back from SeaWorld. After that I had lost Faith in God and stop
praying. I let myself think about what had happened and realized that he had so many
problems with his body that I was glad God took him into Heaven So he would have a better
life. I asked God to help me with my recent problems by praying to him and one to two
years later I met Joe, my stepfather, he has help me to take care of these problems,
learn about the Bible, My school problems, and much, much more, he also took over the job
my dad had. I probably wouldn't have Joe here right now if it weren't for God. I think
God put him here to help mold me.